Freedom again. January 12

I should have to be free.

The way i live, the way i express anything. I should have to be free.

This night I will declare that I am free.

Free from the worrying.

You did bring positive things.

But it turned out to be a wrath.

I am breaking from it.

Until maybe one day I can control it.

Dunia Maya. Dunia Maya.

Terang benderang. Cahaya terang memancar dari panel ajaib didepan mata, Buat orang yang hidup seribu tahun lalu, ini adalah sihir. Mencari sesuatu, keluar 2 juta hasil dalam waktu 2 detik?

Internet seperti sihir. Atau memang sihir zaman modern? Wujud sihir yang sebenarnya? Evolusi teknologi. Revolusi gaya hidup budaya manusia.

Berkirim surat menghabiskan waktu yang sangat lama. Menunggu balasan, butuh 2 minggu. Sekarang kirim kata sampai seribu cuma butuh waktu sepuluh detik.

Dunia maya. Dunia baru. Belum ada tentara dari negeri manapun yang pernah menaklukannya. Jiwa-jiwa independen berkreasi sebebas yang mereka mau. Hacker-hacker, para pendekar dunia maya, menjaga dari balik bayangan. Kadang mereka juga menyerang. Dunia maya juga hitam putih.

Dunia maya. Kadang kita hidup disini. Mendapatkan hal-hal baru. Menarik, asyik. Lupa waktu. Sampai sadar kalo jam sudah pergi jauh. Ah. Apa tak usah lagi bermain ke Dunia Maya?

QUOTES FROM THE FIRST PROJECT!

beberapa kata-kata yang terucap oleh crew Cinema81 pada proyek kami yang pertama

"Kita punya waktu 2 minggu!"
"Besok kita omongin konsep!"
"Jadi ceritanya yang mana nih?"
"Bagus sih, tapi itu mainstream banget."
"Oke fix!"

"Oke gue deh produser"
"Gue deh!" (menjawab pertanyaan "Siapa lagi nih calon sutradaranya?")
"Gue pokoknya mau kerja bareng dia" (sambil memeluk soulmatenya yang di bagian artistik)
"Besok ketikin scriptnya ya!"

"Endingnya enaknya gimana ya kak?"
"Nanti lo pake highheels ato gimana gitu biar keliatan kayak anak freak"
"Yakin nih mau pake es krim?"
"Oke ntar besok gue bawa rancangannya"

"Buat besok gimana nih props nya?!"
"Aduh jamet! kepala gue sakit!"

"Camera!"
"Rolling!"
"Action!"
"Kurang keras suara lo!"
"ACTION!"
"Yaah fail! ada kepala lu keliatan. Ulang lagi"
"Kotor-kotorin dia!"

"Jatohnya beneran! Horeeee!" (bersorak melihat jatuh yang beneran)
"Jam berapa sekarang?"
"Dua shot lagi! Dikit lagi!"

"THAT'S A WRAP!!!"

Revolve, Update, Get Better.

Revolve.

Update.

Get Better.

5 SENTENCES (INEFFECTIVE PARAGRAPH)

Seeing a classic wooden old skool table and chair set puts me on my school.
Reading a book, given a homework, and converting the table into a pillow if it is really needed, it is school.
From 24 hours of a day, yes, 10 hours was spent in school, but it is just 10 hours.
14 hours of my day could be used for something else, maybe unconnected to school things.
Sleep deprivation, you're my enemy and i will banish you!

5 KALIMAT (PARAGRAF NON EFEKTIF)

Ngeliat meja kayu klasik ditemani kursi kayu goyang-goyang bunyi ngiik-ngik itu jelas di sekolah.
Buka buku, dikasih tugas, kalo ngantuk berat tidur telungkup di meja, itulah sekolahku.
Dari 24 jam waktu memang 10 jam di sekolah, tapi kan itu baru 10 jam.
14 jam hari bisa dipake buat hal lain, mungkin gak berhubung ama sekolah.
Deprivasi tidur, oh itu musuhku, dan kan kukalahkan!

By The Flash of Time

I see the clock is ticking.

It ticks not because it has a battery that pushes it forward. Nor because we have set it to. It ticks because it wants to go by the flash of time.

We might remember who ourselves was last year. Or we might remember who ourselves was 10 years ago. All of the differences we made, from second to second, from hour to hour, from day to day, from month to month, from year to year, fro decade to decade, from century to century, all of it, is going by the flash of time.

The answer to the question "Who Am I?" might be revolving each time. Maybe we will answer "A Billionaire", 20 years after we answer "A Homeless". We also may answer "A President" after 5 years we always answer the question with "A Mayor". Or we might answer "A Spouse" after 30 years we kept saying "A Single". Or also we might answer, "A Serial killer", after we filled up 15 years with the answer, "A Desperate". And, "A Political Prisoner, waiting for death execution" for the one who kept answering "A Dictator" for 20 years.

These answer, however, revolve and change in the flash of time. You might defend one answer for years, but you can't guarantee there's nothing in the world is going to go against your will. The offenders, beware, because they possibly will do anything to cross and stab your defense line.

We might have a new page in our life's storybook every day. We cannot peek to the next page, it's the best kept secret. The story is revolving, with new conflicts, and new climaxes. Some of them were really really unpredictable. You can't guarantee that the story is going in a good way. But that's what the story are for. We have pages to go everyday in our life, we have so much chances to change the plot to go in a good way.

Sometimes, it just go in a climax we never hopped into. We were shocked with the truth, and the plot explodes unexpectedly. The plot just go wild, and it its turning to become a challenge for us. The climax is the point where you are fighting to defend your dreams, to defend the story you want to make, to defend the ending you want to choose.

But every story has it's own main line. This main line is called destiny. Destiny are powerful plot director, some of them are very powerful so we can't change them. Only by the will of The Only One, He who puts destiny to our story, will make the powerful ones to change. But, destiny is only a line. A line that will exist, not gonna destroyed or removed. But, we can bend this line. We have chances to change the way the line is going to. The line, except the powerful ones, was made to bend. We have the authority to control the line direction. All, by our action.

We have a page today. We have pages in the past. We have pages waiting to be opened in the future. Past, is for us to learn, to evaluate. Future is there, for us to determine what we will be. The bridge between these chapters is, today. If we seems to made a failure today, we possibly still have tomorrow to fix it.

I am writing this to remind, and to remind myself. We should take control of our story, we should drive the plot to the way we want them to go.

Our actions, they are a powerful steer to drive the plot. The steer to control what should we do to solve the climax. Drive those emotions, conflicts, and go for the ending we wanted to have. By the help and the will of The Only One, we will reach the ending that we want. Do something right, do something to drive you into a happy ending. Why wait? Let's do it now.